i hate it when there are too many alternatives in life.
it drive me up the wols.
and right now i dont even know where to start. =X

tmrw's wednesday.
hahah so many options.
but theres one fixed
its a must-do ob proj day.
presentation next tues!
so there comes a choice
the time we get down to doing our proj!

lets call it #1.
go for ob lecture at 930
then do proj later
and then zooom to town
pon makeup miec lecture at 1700.

#2
wake up later and dont go for ob lecture at all
give the chance a miss (:
meet prob in the noon for proj till lecture time at 1700
go for miec lecture
home home.

or #3!
go for ob lecture
do proj all the way till 1700
and then go for miec lecture
that means staying in school for at least 8hrs!
hmmm dilemma.

hahah then theres thurs.

#a
go for miec tutorial at 10.

#b
or go for another miec lecture at 9-11am
if i ponned the make up one
and dont give a damn for the tutorial

im going bananas!
either ways their both miec. O_O

lol friday fridays
fridays are ever so stressful.

# i
go for pe morning session
give the chance a miss again ((:
since i have open house shifts from 10-1230.
cats then free for the noon.
go zooom to town

# ii
come to school at 10 for shifts
then usual pe time slot at 3pm
zoom to town

# iii
same come at 10am
just a decision between
training VS town O_O
touch rug 1st training session

go or dont go
dilemma bananas!
this stinks.

jean: hahah jean! im laaaazy to go download oc alrs :(( stressstress.

{+ * ^ * hUi mIn * ^ *+} tC~ < better =")"> says:
haha...wad is that suppose to be

hmmm good question
yeah why =X
i lead myself round in circles
only to find myself standing there looking very stupid
oh wells -


on a lighter note

HCNY yalls!!

an abbrev. i just learnt earlier
guess what it stands for
happy chinese new year
pretty amusing eh O_O

this weeks been pretty hectic.
since last sunday ive been practising and studying
business statistics every night
for the wed test 6-7pm!
our lesson ended at like 2 so ya you know
we did our chariots of fire around the school
killing 4hrs of random ness.
good thing the next day no school
took that time to study the next test oral communication!
which is on the day itself HAHAH
yeah did i mentioned i nearly got burnt down O_O
the 'bus' in generally seems to have something against me
maybe i did something so wrong to the 'bus' in my previous life =((
thurs night was no peace.
rushing proj for presentation the next day :)
and lalala one blink of the eye
and its friday again!
the usual day of the week to look forward to =))

*and as im typing
my left arms hurting
my left shoulderblade is hurting
my poor butt is aching :(
tennis can be quite sinful sometimes
oh wells -

fridays tennis was 4hrs this weeek (:
boon loves!
8-10;; 3-5
she loves the 3-5 game :))
10-1 rush project
1-3 presentation (:
that means the cats project is oveeeeer.
something good something bad?
im having mixed feelings =X

dinner with wanpin and liyun at marche
im missing the wafffles alrs! >.<
visited mag at marketplace
wooh that place just brings back fond memories =))
went to get more dyes
since it was the last day of the watson's sale (:

woohoo bummer!

sometimes i ought to shoot myself sometimes
why do i accidentally blurt things out
not like it'll salvage anythings =(
ohwells -
a bummmmer for the poor soul!

no.7: lol hmmm tp doesnt have it thats why its a prestidge to ngee ann students! WOOHOO! and yes lunch sure are you sure your game for it? ^^
hailin: hellos hahah yeah lurking is sinful ^^

my concentration level
is terogue
or however you spell it.
its really. bad
one sms and i cant study alrs
it comes in, i dont assimilate, it goes out.
i should go bury myself in a hole
this way i wont be affected by the weather hp entertainment
away from my laptop
sinful techies ^^

and yes if you want to do it
do it.
dont stand there lurking around
-.-

jean: jeaaaan! what classic face? O_O
no.7: hahaha yeah i think its some ngee ann prestidge or something lol want the card?";D

woooh
first time blogging in school. :)
im too bored
looking forward for tutorial to end at 12
e-learnings are just ever nice to look forward to

last week was pretty fruitful
yet somehow it felt like no accomplishments :(
no accomplishments in school
yet meeting up with the little people of the world-
were FUN :))

diamonds in the sun-
diamonds are forever.

school life is pretty monotonous
ngee ann
projects
lectures
tutorials
oh wells cant be helped since exams
are round the corner

thurs met up with liyun for marche!
my all-time marche partner :))
hahah she had to get back her phone
so we had to leave early.

fridays s&w was some amusing shat.
everyone got a lil cranky
somehow it was a 2-way thing
we're trying so hard
to humour the tennis ball
and the tennis ball was just as well
humouring us :))
the balls come and we try hard to hit it
and we amuse ourselves with our magnificient outplay

manifest.

towned later for dinner at nydc with pau and val
hahah a happy belated dinner celebration. :)
wooh we shared a large-bowl salad pizza and mushroom bake rice
it. was. fantabulous-
hmmm been a longgg time since i last met up with pau
all three of us are still as amusing as ever
too hilarious funkaaee time spent :)
all the weird photoshoot poses and snaps.
hahah boon khoo wong-

went airport for popeyes on saturdayyy :)
with jean sher hc yinghuey and shi
i love popeyes
how can one not look forward to popeyes
jean oughta get shot
i was waiting at control station around 1305
turns out we were actually to meet at the tracks area =X
hahah airport trolleys popeyes :)
oh so much fun!
yeah jean we went restaurant hopping
sakae with 7 chawamushis
had a crazy time snapping pictures all around the airport
from getting the perfect photoshot with self-timer
to all the hilarious candid shots :))

took a snoozly bus trip to town
to get yinghueys jeans altered
which turns out to be closed.
on saturdays O_O!
no new dunks :((
somehow these shops are now cramped with all the poser guys
we were more of like
standing there with a dumb face in the crowd.
pepper lunch for dinner
which sounds quite contradicting
yes i wonder why.
the foods nice
although its a lil pricey since we have to cook it ourselves
and place our orders at the cashier counter
service charge five percent
hmmmmmmmm-
is it me
or does town closes their toilets very early? O_O!

yehyeh camped at home on sunday all day long
if i went out again
ill most prob end up sleeping on monday :)

yeh.
somehow it gets more disappointing each week.
sobsob worxxz!!
oh wells -

running around ngee ann
in slipppers
is a real pain-
shaun just oughta get shot
for not printing lecture notes!!
F5!!!

today
nono yest was a bad day at school
how can it go right with ob lect on wed.
day before yest as wells
i just dread tues-
rubbish day with two rubbish tutorials.
tmrws not very bright either
but somehow its the best among the worst.
never looking forward to fridays
who looks forward to rubbish cats and sw?
such a sinful day;; urge to pon all fridays.
mondays never good too
start the day with a comp module.

time flies so fast.
almost 3-4 more weeks of school
before exams and 7wks hols start
then year2 we all will become.
damnn i feel so old.

MaG says:
oo
MaG says:
no
MaG says:
after u left
MaG says:
1 mth later
MaG says:
he oso left

ohh my butters.
awww how discouraging.

tsktsk sinful -


it shudders me
that im saying goodnight
to an unknown being O_O
someone whom in this lonnnng story
we somehow striked a deal.
oh wells
too much 'hw projs tests exams' kills the brain. >.<

what is it like to be an outsider?
what is it like to sit in the class where everyone has blond hair and you have black hair?
what is it like when the teacher says, "whoever wasn't born here raise your hand."
and you are the only one.
then, when you raise your hand, everybody looks at you and makes fun of you.

what is it like when the teacher treats you like you've been here all your life?
what is it like when the teacher speaks too fast and you are the only one who can't understand what he or she is saving, and you try to tell him or her to slow down.
yhen when you do, everybody says, "if you don't understand, go to a lower class or get lost."

what is it like when you are an opposite?
when you wear the clothes of your country and they think you are crazy to wear these clothes and you think they are pretty.

what is it like when you are always a loser.
what is it like when somebody bothers you when you do nothing to them?
you tell them to stop but they tell you that they didn't do anything to you.
then, when they keep doing it until you can't stand it any longer, you go up to the teacher and tell him or her to tell them to stop bothering you.
they say that they didn't do anything to bother you.
then the teacher asks the person sitting next to you.
he says, "yes, she didn't do anything to her" and you have no witness to turn to.
so the teacher thinks you are a liar.

what is it like when you try to talk and you don't pronounce the words right?
they don't understand you.
they laugh at you but you don't know that they are laughing at you, and you start to laugh with them.
they say, "are you crazy, laughing at yourself? go get lost, girl."
you have to live in somebody else's country without a language to understand.
what is it like when you walk in the street and everybody turns around to look at you and you don't know that they are looking at you.
then, when you find out, you want to hide your face but you don't know where to hide because they are everywhere.
you have to live in somebody else's country to feel it.

oh wells-
food for thought.


thank yous everyone who tagged
was kinda down all week. =X
thankkk yous!

boon heart heart you guys :))

im so sick and tired of this
for nothing -
i get insulted.

not intending to carry on this anymores
maybe forever
or for the time being
not till my emoness wears aways.

@#$%!


i dont know why
i pull myself out each time
only to find myself dragged down again.
falling further and harder -


im so sick and tired of this.
being me doesnt give you
the entitlement of using me
being initiative
doesnt mean you can keep relying on me
to do all the shit work
only to gain the most credit.
everything
every thing
every thing all throw to me
like i must tell them what to research on
how to do
compile everyones work
im not the leader.
they dont give me their parts
i must make wonders work.
once is okay.
but so many times already
sorry lorhh, im not some superhero
once is enough.
you cant make me perform wonders each time.
please do some self-reflection
period.





im so so so sick and tired of this. =//

i tried i did tried.
but my emotions got the better of me
unable to suppress everything in alls
with all due respect
ill have an emo weekend ahead
rushing a flash clip and a dreamweaver website
guess ill engulf myself in 128 chinese songs.
nows not the mood for rock.
till then
so longs -

stupefying dull thang.


i like the sound of twooosix;; 2006

then again
maybe
maybe
maybe im just too emo today.

im not in a very stable state of mind to blog now.
=//

my head is spinning
my jaws are trembling
im feeling cold
even though the aircons 26degrees
my usual screen resolution is appearing
super bright today
god knows

how do i express myself
yeah.


h o w -


its not the lack of sleep
my lack of sleep doesnt affect you
it doesnt affect how you express yourself
my lack of sleep does not affect how your brain works

somehow
banging my head against the wall helps
therapy.