diamonds in the sun.

wear the cap of cool reserve.

Monday, October 31, 2005

bump.
bring up my post -


Friday, October 28, 2005

ms boots me out several times
on a friday evening - ):
and its not even a weekend lol
so i kinda got a lil bored
and went to do this quiz
ripped from qis :)
heres the results below
though i wouldnt recommend anyone reading it lol

You are methodical, direct, dependable, stable, respectable and decisive. You can be counted on to make sure everything is in its place, that people are doing what they���re supposed to be doing and all the supplies have been secured. You are a natural supervisor, skilled at managing people and directing them to stick to the program and regulations. You respect authority and expect others to respect you when you are the authority.

There is a hard line drawn in your mind between proper behavior and improper, on schedule and off schedule, what is yours and what is others. If anyone asks, you can quickly and eloquently explain exactly how and why each item is categorized as it is.

You have a strong sense of responsibility and completely fulfill your duties. You don���t receive nearly the gratitude or recognition that you deserve for all you do for others.

You take the task of evaluating people more seriously than any other type. This makes you an excellent supervisor, teacher, judge, or executive. You have a soft heart and are really a genuinely caring person. When you advise people you give them the direct, painful truth just like you would want because it offers the most opportunity for improvement. When some people mistake your helpful advice for a personal attack it is confusing to you since you clearly spoke only for their benefit.

When it comes to the people in your social circle, you are vigilant over standards of attitude and civility of conduct. You appreciate standardized procedures where you know exactly what to expect. You are likely to take a vocal leadership role in any social group you join.

Your home, like most things in your life, is neat and orderly and you take pride in explaining your organizational system. You take better care of your possessions than most types, cleaning, oiling, maintaining things so that they will always be nice, maintain their value, and function when needed. You want things to be sturdy and may replace something which isn���t broken if, after acquiring it, you realize that it���s of the new, shabbier quality.

You have a strong appreciation for traditions and ceremonies (such as birthdays and holidays). Your conversations often drift to nostalgic reminiscence of past events.

You are knowledgeable about the rules and regulations within your institutions and quick to notice any unauthorized behavior. You know that guidelines are for everyone���s benefit and should be appropriately protected and enforced.

You are especially dutiful and particularly reliable in fulfilling your contractual and family obligations. As a marriage partner you are steady, reliable and loyal. Your partner always knows exactly where you stand. As a parent you are consistent, clear and firm. You are firm and direct with your children, ensuring that they learn civil conduct and the value of hard work. Parenting is a lifetime task for you and you continue to evaluate and advise your children even as adults.

You take everything more seriously than most people. If something is worth your time then you do it well, get to know it well, and incorporate it into your life. You have a strong work ethic and can be strongly critical of sloth, laziness and people who have possessions only through extreme indebtedness.

You go by the book and are suspicious of anyone suggesting that tried and true established methods should be revised or ignored.

You may or may not be a pessimist, but your speech is laced with reminders to realistically expect problems to arise. You are aware of the general dangers of living and are conscious of the fact that other people don���t heed your warnings as often as they should. You are also the first to point out to someone who seems surprised that they should���ve known that setbacks would occur.

In a marriage you are helpful and supportive of your spouse. You enjoy working on tasks together, or working on your specialties at the same time (one cooks while the other fixes the plumbing). As a parent you do all you can to ensure that your children are well behaved and hard working.


hah so after all this chunky personality test
its time to blog more
realistically -
my whoooooole face is red
i feel like a china doll now :(
and my parents commented
now me and bro has the same hair
so we look the samee -.-
noooooo thats not true ^^
my bro claims his hair looks like chicken
but mine obviously aint a chicken
so how can we both have the same hair :)

my headache doesnt seeeem to go away
its all because of that idiot turban bus driver
he was the same guy that zooooom past the bus stop
although i was flaggging and waving my hand.
i just had to board his bus from town.
and gosh its the same bus plate no.
-.-
i had the urge to report and complain him i tell yous.
but i decided to let it go.
no point -
the complaint wont take away his 'fan tong'
not as if the whole sbs depends on that bus service 54
also no use saying 'im not gonna take bus no.54 ever again'
whether i take that bus home or another its still sbs -.-
hahah SO LET GO -

qi: yeah hahah im tooooo lazy to find out whats the problem ! ^^
zhardy: hahah! what do i do with a comment box when i have a tagboard lol again again im toooo lazzzzzy :)
jean: wah - boon race chinese cannot listen to chinese songs ahhhhh :( tskkkk ought to be shot -


Thursday, October 27, 2005

hahah -
listening to chinese love songs
in a hi-five surround system
can be pretty idyllic i guess :)

even the song i found annoying
was pretty passable :)))

and three cheers for the rain :)
cause itll be sunny tmrws :))

ill take a yes from hereeeeeeee :)

and i noticed
my hair only grew an inch
since
omg 2 fagggggorty months !!
its as good as haircut done :))

woooh
linked car-mi-en
there there -
i dont need to go through qis blog to read yours :)


Wednesday, October 26, 2005

woooh
looks like ive gotta watch what i post man
better not deal with accidental flames -
:)

and well i pretty much learn about a tongue scraper
yeah and only today.
uhhhhh -
okok i should go run
and take cover under a banana leaf.


Tuesday, October 25, 2005

its just really disappointing.
sometimes i dont know why
i keep trying -
when a simple greeting or msg
turns into a huge affair.
even when i knew things would turn out this way
i still gave it a shot
hoping it would turn out as a happy ending for once.
but what do i get in the end -
frustration and endless nights of sorrows
painkillers doesnt cure my headaches at all.
its hard getting to sleep when you know
you'll be waking up in an hrs time
having to vex over the same issue again.
i know ive got a stm memory
but i could vaguely remb the conv with sir a few mths back.
his conv with the five of us -
and i cant help but keep thinking about his words.
each time it saddens me of what has been going on.
now that i think back -
i did disappoint him as well too
i destroyed the hope of a runner in his eyes.
as well as mine.
i know he kept telling me the reason isss simply nicole.
nicole maddox i rembed.
that i lose confidence in myself.
but i denied.
i simply refused to believe that.
refused to face up to reality
that ive been beaten down by her -
thats how my tracking days ended i suppose.

i guess i finally understood
jean hc and shers feelings.
all three of em
cause its exactly the same way i let them down.
the same way i disappointed them.
i know this is coming too late
but i sincerely wanna apologise to you guys
with no strings attached -
im sorry dudes
from the depths of my soul.
i know this is not the way to go about saying sorry
blogging does not lead me to anywhere
but i have to blog this down.
truth is -


schools reopening in a weeeek !
this is bad.
schools not even started
and they're planning on make-up lectures alr.
had a lot of heartfelt convs over the previous week
it feels good just sharing all the little stuffs
accumulated and burried within the depths of ones soul.
its really like -
letting of steam in a positive and harmless way :)
its quite a joy
when you open up and lend a listening ear at the same time.
sharing all the problems we're facing right now
results of promos.
relationships on the rocks.
family ties -
the direction and new routes we would
have to embark on - life's path.
im not trying to be a sadist or what here
but its just good to catch up and share experiences.
one common thing i picked up
losing half the battle in the beginning
is not of any importance really.
in fact -
what matters most is the process
the methods and ideas churned out
to plan a victorious attack.
detours to pick up from where we've left out.

to some; success is a milestone.
to others; its a life-long journey.


Saturday, October 22, 2005

if you leave me now -
you'll take away the biggest part of me
no baby please don't go
if you leave me now -
you'll take away the very heart of me
you've alr taken the very heart of me
no baby please don't go
a love like ours is love that's hard to find
how could we let it slip away
we've come too far to leave it all behind
how could we end it all this way
when tomorrow comes we'll both regret
things we said today
oh girl, just got to have you by my side
no baby, please don't go
oh mama, I just got to have your lovin, yeah
we've come too far to leave it all behind

if you leave me now chicago.


Tuesday, October 18, 2005

your actions amuses me
hah sometimes i wonder
why you flame others so badly
in the end its you getting your hands burnt.
hah and the fact that you constantly degrade others
when you are singing the same tone as them?
why bother crying wolf
when the wolf is standing beside you -
no point in suggesting 'A'
when its plain obvious your for 'B'.
hah what amuses me the most
is your immature use of 'the blog' to spite others
or simply a ranting ground.
some anger management lessons may prove useful
to calm your nerves
before you go FISH.
lol is it just me
or maybe i dont seem to understand you anymores-

food for thought
Praise the Lord!
Enlighten this Child -


tootles.
i dont wanna pour wet blankets here
like those immature kids -
no pun intended.
so im gonna start and end off with a song.


:).


small talk on the radio
it seems i am going nowhere today

small talk gets you nowhere choose
between a curtain or a star
and i'm silent to the dark

'cause when i needed someone to talk to
you were the only one around
small cost, it pays to be alone

small talk on the radio
it seems i am going nowhere today
(not today)
small talk gets you nowhere
i'm silent to the dark and tepid
only when you ask

and you can do anything you want
yeah you can anything you want
you can do anything you want
it doesn't matter
it doesn't matter

when i needed someone
to talk to
to talk to
to talk to

silent to the dark electric soft parade.


Wednesday, October 12, 2005

the oct sem timetable is out
a reminder that schools starting
dammit oh dammit.
i cant believe my sw is scheduled in the noon!
imagine playing wadevr games
in the scorchingly hot and humid furnace
-
feel my wrath on your skin.

ive been bummin' here all year
yearning and pinning for this day tmrw
i hope this day works out. :)


Sunday, October 09, 2005

went to had morning breakfast with my folks
today at the prata house.
gotten my pocky treats laaaater :)

then i went with my mum to the shaolin temple
visited my gramps.
had nice bamboo chicken soupp at the hub :)

caught the fashion show at taka
the joan allen and -
oops i cant remb the other. ^^

dinner at crystal jade.
lovely with a fire alarm.
lets see; the management announced to everyone
the fire alarm has sounded and
ta stay in their seats and calm down.
everyone was so worried we all stopped eating.
ten minutes later the final message from them
investigations shown
that it was a false alarm
three cheers of HOORAYs-

and wowow.
beckham got 2 yellow cards
like, within 30 secs?
zzz such a disappointment.


if you want it
i'll tell you the truth.
dont go around claiming credits
when its clearly Not coming from you.
Hello- any recognition please?


Friday, October 07, 2005

xiang xiang:

haroooooo-
met up with so many people thaday.
went for treatment at my cousins first.
then made a trip down to shers place
to get my oc season2 :)
like FINALLY ^^
thanks sher!
cabbed down to town since i was.
prettyLATE-
hahah sorry rebeccccccca! :)
shes burnt from canoeing i tell yous
tsk !

ohoh the adidas guy was damn damnDAMN nice!
lets just say he IS a pro.
xi lilili hua lalala-
yay the experiments start now +)

yeapyeaps-
so glad to see chang and the two mels!
boy i miss chang truckloads! =(
wahahas thurrrday was the last day of their promos
funkaaee mama bread papa- :)

and then we met sally and june!
boon loves!
we just ignored and stood in front of the whole crowd
and catch up on all the good old times :)
yadayada-

and val!
lol each time ill definitely think of theSPLMC-
hahahas our KALLANG trip
fast-forward looking :)

got my new wallet today :)
had so many nice lunches and dinners.
so many things to be happy for.
awwww +)

plus. just go ahead with your plan.
let the force give you your direction.
i dont wanna know
and i dont wanna care- anymores
so longs.


Monday, October 03, 2005

im bloggging cause im soooooooo
@#$%!@#$%! not irritated.

good thing a yoshi meal calmed my nerves.