my newest obsession - poppies mini eclairs!
vanilla eclairs toppped with belgium quality chocs.
offer at ntuc. 7.95 bucks for two boxes of 12.
=]]


laoQI went pj today.
and she was sitting 1-metre away from my eyecandy.
thats. so.
cool -
well the main focus here isnt my eyecandy or laoQI
[OOPS- sorry laoQI =]].
its the 1-metre distance.
focus hocus pocus. : )


so im in no allowance to go pj a whole day.
hmmm but i guess i'll settle for a half-day off? ((:


rice paper, pizza base crust.


i need to know-

changed template as you guys can see. =]]
the dread of paragon is eating me out.
i cant imagine dragging myself there tmrw morn.
lifes really a bore when youve nothing to do-
pouts- i guess workings the best interest
i can get myself in. =|
on a lighter note-
i may be going pj some time this week.
hopefully on wed.
haha submit my letter of absence.
get my phone from changg!
and my naruto vcds! (:
basically to meet up with the brg/s!!

:: hopeful ::

hit that.

The Offspring - Hit That.
this song is a HIT.>(:

nar.cis.sism ( P ) Pronunciation Key (n盲rs-szm) also nar.cism (-szm)
n.

1. Excessive love or admiration of oneself. See Synonyms at conceit.
2. A psychological condition characterized by self-preoccupation, lack of empathy, and unconscious deficits in self-esteem.
3. Erotic pleasure derived from contemplation or admiration of one's own body or self, especially as a fixation on or a regression to an infantile stage of development.
4. The attribute of the human psyche charactized by admiration of oneself but within normal limits.

found this here.
hmmmmmm!
execessive self-love and admiration.
erotic pleasure.
infantile stage of development.
human psyche.
rightt nodds-

i ponned work today
and tmrw too. (:
haha went blog-reading.
i was so turned on!! at this person's blink182 template (:
you know the one with the funkaaee funkaaee album cover! (:
yeah and i was in awe with another blog!
its lyke-
her GP is damn pro i guess.
language is soooo expressive.
ahahas?
and i realised that im soooo childish!
as in, my blog-
the template and stuffs is not exactly the reason to that
but the stuffs i crapp and blog
is soooo LAME and yeahhs.
just '...'
so cmi. =|
haha so im gonna take this time to TRYYYY and wise up.
HARHAR- ((:

happy early easter! (:

stereoblis. (:

hahahh todays a happy day. (:
why cause its GOOD FRIDAY!!
hahaha megawatt beamm- ((:
hmmm no larhhs.
cause today OFF day.
woke up lyke it was the freshest MORNING mann . (:
it just simply rawwks
not having to wake up at 6+ to rush. to work? (:
oh crap-
i think im gonna dread going to work tmrw againnn
i want more OFF days!!
ahaha ((:
hmmmm so much for the happy day.

but then againnn.
its a damn sian day today.
haha i camped at home all day watching naruto.
hurhur- this time watched from 100-127 i thinkk
episode 127 just came out yest i heard.
haha!! ((:
i also didnt feel lyke going out.
so sian.
town is so sian already.
im lyke everyday in town?
faints-
oh oh! yest after work went with hc to meet up with jean sher yinghuey for dinner.
and i saw my eyecandy!!
in town! hahha ((:
woah- lucky lucky i was in home clothes. (:

yeah man-
just read my previous post.
and i think this years jae admission exercise is so screwed up larhs.
its quite weird in a way.
hmmm lets take a peeeek at case studies lol!
omg im soooo laming around. q=

'a' went to cj for pae.
applied for sa for jae.
but turns out he actually wanna stay in cj.
so appealed back to cj.
'b' went to pj for pae.
applied for poly as first choice for jae.
but again turns out he actually wanna stay in pj.
so appealed back to pj.
'c' went to pj for pae.
applied for nj then jj then pj for jae.
got posted to jj.
but apparently he prefers pj to jj all along.
just that he put jj in front of pj due to the cut-off points.
so appealing back to pj.

weird heh. =|
and i was this close to appealing back to pj too!
was lyke damn sad during work on the first day of reporting.
thinking of school and friends and stuffs.
yeahhs. then had a talk later at home with my mum!
i was lyke, 'mum, can i appeal back to pj? =|'
she didnt disallow me to go appeal back.
but she talked about polys and jcs and stuffs-
then i decided. to stay put in np. (:
yeahs- spend 7 bucks putting pj as my first choice.
and another 10 bucks admending it to np later..?
cause i asked my parents where they think i should go to.
and they were lyke up-to-you-ing me.
only when i submitted the form did they tell me to go np. =|
my parents think i wanna stay in pj cause of the friends factor.
but if that is so i would have gone to cj already.
more crescent friends there i would say.
i dunnoe.
its just. pj's environment is really nicee.
the principle is damn open?
okay well in a way- lol!
the school rules and stuffs are quite flexible.
the school ciriculum is quite slackk lol!
and the sch U is nice tooo!
well better than cj i guess. (:
i honestly would rather travel the far distance
from bishan to choa chu kang
even though cj's just round the corner.
yeah oh wells-
i kinda wanna go PJC studyy! )):
better than working. yeahhs- ):
can see my eyecandy tooo!
ahahahhs-
tumdeedum.

disco inferno.

the songgg is niceee.
hmmmm-
one day ill go find the lyrics. (:

The results of your application are as follows:
Posted Institution : NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC
Course Name : BUSINESS STUDIES
Course Code : N45

moe is DUMB.
whats with making us check our posting results online
when you send a letter telling us the results.
oh wells-
dumb. plain dumb. =|

today OFF day.
haha wanted to piggg out at home all day.
but went out-
appeal and stuffs.
wore crescent U.
last day i would wear it out i guess.
i was lyke smiling to myself
walking to the bus interchange.
everyone was thinking im lyke some ciaaooo person.
guess i felt damn happy?
hurhurrrr.
im m.a.d. already.
(:

its lyke some kind of saddening news?
so many pples coming into pj.
and those who were already here during jae are staying!!
thats sad.
yeah. sad. saddening man-
sorry my vocabs a lil limited. (:
oh wells-

tmrw everyones gonna go schooool
slack around with the usual boring admin stuffs.
orientation-
while i gotta slogggggg out at work.
its kinda. unfair!
but on a lighter note.
im earning big bucks!! (:
HARHAR-
not exactly big buckkks but its still money! (:
heh heh. funkaaee- (:
hmmmm have funnn those pple reporting for jc. ((:
yeah. loads of fun.
haha!! gotta report to work tmrw at 0800.
thats one hr earlier than the normal reporting time.
oh man-
that would mean rushing with the office pple.
oh crap. ):

mixed feelings.

absolutely no comments.
i dunnoe -
one moment im damnnnn HIGH-
the next minute im lyke.
yeah. stoned.
its IRRITATING!
rwarhhhs-
ahpan's roar. (:

todays the funnnnnest day at work!!
lyke really!! hahaha
cause we kept joking around and stuffs.
and i helped so many angmos. (:
harharhar- im happy. ((:
then christine was asking me why im so happy today.
i was lyke harhar- ((:
hmmmm maybe its thanks to those angmos? (:
they made my day man -
but.
it was all gone at 1500.
when the dumb person gave me a dressing down.

FINE LARHHHS-
im stupid!!
cause i dunnoe where to find the stuffs they are looking ferr.
i cannot make it larhhs!!
cause i damn dunnoe where the stuffs are when im working in it.
im jin chiat lakk larhh.
my own section i also dunnoe where the stuffs are.
im blind okay-
i dont see where im pushing the damn trolley.
dont see your small toyota car.
cross the road lyke its my daddy's road.
im SORRY-

ehhhs. just realised i left my entry blogged halfway.
hoho. liyuns fault!!
was talking to her on the phone
and we yanked on and on till it was around 12+?
hahaha!! then decided we were too tired to cont
as she got school
and i got work
so yeah.
hanged up and slept straight away?
hahah too tired and too lazy go online finish the entry.
so haha yeah. (:

hmmmm so lets continue.
lol! todays monday. (:
ehhhhs.
its weird how i chose to take the uber longggg bus ride home on sunday
when the train gets me home in a split second.
i dunnoe-
wasnt feeling too good
passed lido.
macs played boulevard of broken dreams.
almost teared.
but the tears just wouldnt flow.
HARHAR- (:

im sorrry.
sometimes i get too emotional.
it just hurts-
the song.
the lyrics.
the association.

haikks-
and i hate that kind of feeling.
you know when you really feel lyke crying out loud
but the tears just dont flowww.
and you're left to suppress it all.
=\\

anyways-
enough of the sadist atmosphere.
work today on monday was quite okieee
cause it was quite relaxed
since stocks dont come in on sunday. (:
and i was really DAMN HAPPY today.
cause i helped alotta pple find their stuffs
stuffs they are looking ferr.
hurhur-
you just feel good helping them out. (:
its just pure happiness? lol! ((:

then the store manager was lyke
woahhhhs why you whole day smiling one?
then i was ermmm-ing. hahaha then frown arhs?
then he was lyke. haha!! hmmm i wonder why youre so happy today.
i was lyke nooo! im not. im just expression-less. ((:
but then again.
lyke what laoQI says-
the bo ho chyo girl. (:
i joke i laugh i crap around.
but do you ever know that i maybe crying my hearts out
deep within the depths of my soul?
haha yeah man -
so i guess. who knows?

in the end its right. not left HAHA- (:

everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
i cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
i stumble then i crawl

you could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
i wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

everyone is changing
there's no one left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause i am lost without you
i cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
i stumble then i crawl

you could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
i wonder what you're doing
i wonder where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

this pain you gave to me

you take it all
you take it all away...
this pain you gave to me
you take it all away

blurry puddle of mudd.

confusion. deception. uncertainty. its killing me. =\

i have a clear mind now man. (:

im listening to sadist songs.
more and more of em-
=|

first day at work.
got a nice funkaaee cut.
(:
one of the rice bags have my stain.
oops-
(:
its back to work tmrw again. (:
oh no-
i wonder if i can go school next wk.
hope it wont clash. =\
rotted at home all day on thurs. (:
cause i was TOOOO TIRED to go out some more. =|
wake up.
go on.
watch tv.
tv's BORING at that time of the dayy.
lunch.
go on.
mapling.
smallville.
bus-ed to toa payohh buy dinner
and get shoes.
court ones. o_O
then homed.
on.
dinner.
slack.
sleep.
ha.
what a 24-hr day.
(:

the metamorphic hug.

another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
so make the best of this test, and don't ask why
it's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

it's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right
i hope you had the time of your life

so take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
for what it's worth, it was worth all the while

time of your life green day.

kinetic leech.

(i miss you, i miss you)

hello there, the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me
and we'll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
we'll wish this never ends

(i miss you, i miss you)
(i miss you, i miss you)

where are you and i'm so sorry
i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight
i need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting every time
and as i stared i counted
the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (i miss you, i miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (i miss you, i miss you)

i miss you blink 182.

cool craving.

remember the feelings, remember the day
my stone heart was breaking
my love ranaway
this moment i knew i would be someone else
my love turned around and i felt

be my bad boy, be my man
be my weekend lover
but dont be my friend
you can be my bad boy
but understand
that i don't need you in my life again

won't you be my bad boy, be my man
be my weekend lover
but don't be my friend
you can be my bad boy
but understand
that i don't need you again
no i don't need you again

bad boy!

you once made this promise
to stay by my side
but after some time you just pushed me a sign
you never thought that a girl could be strong
now i show you, how to go on

bad boy cascada.

rogue hourglass.

come up to meet you
tell you i'm sorry
you don't know how lovely you are
i had to find you
tell you i need you
tell you i set you apart
tell me your secrets
and ask me your questions
oh, lets go back to the start

runnin' in circles
comin' up tails
its only science apart

nobody said it was easy
it's such a shame for us to part
nobody said it was easy
no one ever said it would be this/so hard
oh, take me back to the start/ i'm going back to the start.

i was just guessing
at numbers and figures
pulling the puzzles apart
questions of science
science and progress
do not speak as loud as my heart
tell me you love me
come back and haunt me
oh, when i rush to the start

runnin' in circles
chasin' tails
comin' back as we are

the scientist coldplay.

crossroads duel.

ninety miles outside chicago
can't stop driving i don't know why
so many questions, i need an answer
two years later you're still on my mind

whatever happens to Amelia Earheart?
who holds the stars up in the sky?
is true love just once in a lifetime?.

did the captain of the titanic cry?

oh, someday we'll know
if love can move a mountain
someday we'll know
why the sky is blue
someday we'll know
why i wasn't meant for you...

does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
or what the wind says when she cries?
i'm speeding by the place that i met you

for the ninety-seventh time... Tonight

someday we'll know
why Samson loved Dalilah?
one day i'll go
dancing on the moon
someday you'll know
that i was the one for you....

open up the world
i bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
watched the stars crash in the sea
if i can ask God just one question
why aren't you here with me tonight?

someday we'll know new radicals.

the hothead x-ray.

now, dont just walk away
pretending everything's ok
and you dont care about me
and i know there's just no use
when all your lies become your trues and i don't care... yeah, yeah, yeah

could you look me in the eye
and tell me you're happy now, ohhh, ohhh
would you tell it to my face or have i been erased/replaced
are you happy now?
are you happy now?

you took all there was to take
and left me with an empty plate
and you don't care about it, yeah
and i am givin' up this game
i'm leaving you with all the blame cause i don't care... yeah, yeah, yeah

do you really have everything you want?
you can't ever give somethin' you ain't got
you can't run away from yourself

would you look me in the eye?
could you look me in the eye?
i've had all that i can take
i'm not about to break
cause i'm happy now... ohhh, ohhh
are you happy now?

are you happy now? michelle branch.

tuo diao tuo diao- ((:

that song is suprisingly nice.
har-

hmmmmm
do you think i should recap the whole week? =|
okieee mondayy.
went choa chu kangg.
then ended up going town with shuhui.
samantha's friend!! (:
hehhhh rocks (:

heh then tues had brg/s outing.
went K-ing.
but i was kinda late- =|
ohhh i learn one new song there.
the tuo diao tuo diao songgg!!
hahaha (:
went sentosa later.
nearly died there cause almost everyone there
lacks some sort of photographyy skills?
hehhh. some inside joke. (:
makan with em then homed around 2200+.
x.x

wednesday.
hmmmm
ehhs!! thats todayyyy
woah-
was at town from 1200 to around 2200 man.
thats 8 hrs. o_O
went lunch with val pau and ycc.
poooled with eu miao peiyu hailin
then met up with hc for the job intervieww.
haha ehhh then went to pool again with chang zq and her friends.
then later went to catch the moviee robots.
hoho. then homed-
too tired to walk around further please.

hehhh.
but anyways
the movie ROBOTS is quite okay haha-
hmmm i thought it was boringggly funny
with a regular plot.
but the last part was funkaaee. (:
the 'hit me baby one more timeee-'
(((:
overall the shows not exactly that funny-
but whats FUNNY is that almost the whole theatre is packed with kids!!
as in, yeahhh!! really kids.
there was one cute little boy behind me.
hahaha he kept kicking the seat hehh. (:
oh wells- (:
first time catching a movie with free sitting
HARHAR- (:

and hows bathing then having dinner sooo late at 2200?
surprisingly funkaaee- (:

single-chin. (: double-chin. ((: triple-chin smile. (((:

haha i lyke the double-chin smile!! ((:
megawatt beamm-

its only been two days since i blogged.
yet it seems so longggg-
something good or bad?
shrugggs- =|
i dunnoe.
i feel numb all over.
both inside out. =\
hmmmmm.
if and only if your really damn bored.
cont reading.
this entry is far too long.
but oh wells-
both were really long days!! o_O

lessons ended darn early on thurs.
lyke 1230 when it was scheduled to end at 1700?
woahhh- (:
we were in the canteen eating and making merry man.
the brg/s heh.
minci and me went exploring later.
okay actually we went to see the fence mo climbed over.
the one just beside the track.
it was darnnit helluva comical!! ((:
cause we were walking lyke some ducks
along the drains.
hurhur.
and you know minci's laughter is darn hilariously infectious!!
so yeah.
we were laughing nonstop lyke some mad pple.
hurhur.
then minci was lyke 'you take one leaf i take one leaf,
lets go wave to the rest sitting in the canteen'
i was lyke o__O!
hahaha cause i dont think the brg/s know we're there.
oh and her leaf meant a branch.
hehhh. (:
then the funny thing was that
there was this lizard-lyke thingg i suppose
that speeeed past us while we were laughingg.
i was duhhh screaming my lungs out!!
and minci cont laughing.
hmmmmm!?
then we chionged back to canteen.
hurr.

then went the second time with zq and jacq.
zq is also known as lao qi.
seven or also known as ziQI. (:
im lao ba! ((:
EIGHT! hahhhh.
then it was funnier cause jacq shoooook the whole roooot.
and everyone was hiding yet shaking the bushes real hard.
heh. they finally saw us.
so we went backkk.
and it seems there were pple standing at the bball court area.
and duhhh! i think they must have seen us
cause they were loooooking with awe from their faces-
heh. quite malu so quickly ran back to canteen.
hahaha!!
((:

then they wanted to go kbox singgg.
hmmmm then somehow ended up going home instead
since they dont have the card.. no discount? lol!
ehhhs i dunnoe.
i dont go kbox singgg. o_O
then the brg/s left.
me and changgg was left in the canteen.
woah- at that time just felt lyke playing balll
or running around water sprinklers. x.x
you know. those stuffs-
haha but ended up going library instead
due to the unbearably hot weather.
surprisingly played bingo and etc etc for 2hrs!! ((:
then it was 1530+ already
so we left schoool.
went lot 1 makan ljs.
then figured i would get a ride home
if i go visit my cousin's clinic since my mums going there.
((:

when we came outta lot 1.
it was kinda drizzling.
then after that the rain came in.
so everyone stooood at one side waiting for the train.
then this guy was damn stupid!!
he stood there larhhs welcoming the rain.
then later he told his friends 'woah- im so drenched'
me and changgg were laughing our heads off man!
cause he was really damn dumb! (:
but im sad. ):
my crumpler kenah the rainnnn.
cause the dumb pple in the train
REFUSE to move to the rearrrrr.
GRUMBLES-
oh wells- then trained to buona vista.
realised ac is just 'round the corner.
so went to call ahpan!
turns out shes about to leave schooool
her detention just ended so went to meet her at the bus stop.
haha ahpan also go for detention. HARHAR- ((:
then we look so cute larhhs.
cause we just sit there and talkkkkkkk. (:
till quite late i guess.
then we decided to go off.
went clinic-
cousin reassured me again of my poly choice.
'its either left or right. theres no right choice.'
i dunnoe.
its lyke. all my doubts and everythings gone after talking to him.
hmmmmm- yays (:
then homed. (:

friday today.
hurrr.
supposedly last day of school.
went to the front of the train.
but awwwws i think he board the later train.
hmmmm then todays quite relax.
we stone. we talk. we eat. we listen to music.
all in class man . (:
pure fun and madness- REDEFINED. (:
then principal was omg-ing laming around in lt4.

then left my bag in school with chang
cause i thought ill be coming backk for talentnite.
but there was some miscommunication and stuffs.
turned out it was 'sold out' already.
oh wells- nvm hehh (:

went outta school ta meet joan yang yang at the bus stop.
then stop over at cj.
and since bus 190 dont go there
we walked from sji through the longggggggg forest.
haha walked until we almost died of heat stroke.
then finally met up with jobyna at the bus stop. again.
ahahaa then bus-ed to townn (:
joan is darn funny!
cause she detoured from her house to pj.
then to cj.
and finally to town.
hehhh- (:

makan at taka mos!
jean came.
then the superpower jean met the superpower joan.
both became buddies.
hahaha!!
then went loooking around for nice nice shoebags.
did the cousins' circuit walk.
met loads of pple. (:
harhar-
we stopped almost everywhere when we see pple we know.
its lyke everyone knows one anotherr!!
hahaha funkaaee thingg- ((:
and our dear ahpan always goes the longgg way-
so we obviously end up walking the longgg wayy tooo.
heh. but its niceee. in a way. (:

hmmm then left town and headed back to pj.
woahhh my legs nearly wanted to crumble heh-
roamed around the wholeeee school looking for chang!
everywhere you name it.
even the hall too please.
someone was playing the piano in there.
my legs was officially TIRED-
and my hp had to go flat-
damn why did i keep playing songs during lessons today!!
how encouraging indeed.
oh wells-
lucky i met kaixin.
then. in a way. we located changgg hahah! (:
so waited there in pj for her to come.
cabbed back home.
and the cabber was suan-ing me in a way.
nvm. i didnt hear that- *.*

yays- am glad i homed. (:
had home made fooooood for dinner.
although its just plain rice and the funkaaee funkaaee soup-
been eating outside food all this while
its lyke omg suddenly home made food taste yummyy!! (:
i miss my gramps cooking- ):

[add-ons!]
oh yeahhhs.
and theres so much to zq that i dont really know.
the bo ho chyo girl- =|
and have you ever thought that i would be so worried.
i joke.
i laugh.
i am lame.
but im not joyful.
i am more pessimistic than optimistic
have you ever seen me cry?
its lyke theres this other side to her that ive yet to seeeee and explore heh. (:
hmmmmm.
now when i keep looking at it.
i really wonder if im lyke this tooo.
i joke and laugh over the silliest stuffs.
but deep down im sucha worry-wart!
feel lyke im making fun of this life i haveee.
shrugs-
oh wells.
hmmmmm something to ponder on? (:

the pilot.

hahahh todays day is one funkaaee day. (:
woke up late againn hahh.
hmmmmm but lucky was still in time ferr school- (:

pe played softball against this j2 class.
woahhh-
it was nicole's game man. (:
shes a darn good pitcher!!
go strike all the j2s out man- (:

ahahahahhh then later during maths lecture
ms chew was asking me and mich why we never attend her tutorial.
mich was absent.
then i told her straight in the face 'ohs. i ponned.'
heh heh.
then she was lyke 'uhhhhs okieeee o__O. let there be no next time'
something lyke that? hahaha! q=

then went town after school
with brg/s mich mel chan mel yeo chang minci zq
to catch hitch.
jacq joined us there as expected.
haha!! (:
hmmm some comedy indeed.
everyone were laughing their heads out man. (:
the bo ho chyo girl too!
her laughter's darn cute larhhh! (:

and its quite comical heh.
i was looking for two songs.
turns out they're already in my comp
hahahahh!!
im sucha fool-
=|

and i hate it.
when i go on-
half the time im trying to catch
the darn huge phat but SMART mosquito man. ):
or its either the small-quite stupid-just learn how to fly ones.
shoooo and go awaaaay from the comp. ):

vortex duplicity.

i feel lyke a water buffalo now man!! ((:
i refilled my water a gazillion times.
and drank and drank and drank more soya bean!!
hahaha!
duhh! with that comes the chionging to toilets
after lectures and tutorials and breaks. (:
HARHAR-
welcome to the season of drinking- (:

woke up at 0715
and i suddenly realised i was damn late!!
haha supposed to meet liyun chang and peiyu
at choa chu kangg at this time alreadyy.
quickly bathed and get dressed and stuffs
then piaaaa down to pj.
its weird how i dreamt that i woke up already-
turning off the alarm clock. o__O
i wanted to cont sleeeping thoughh
but figured i should be a damn nice frienddd and dont pang sei chang liyun and peiyu and the brg/s. (:

hmmmm then reached school.
wasnt exactly that late-
but the stupid dennis yeo/yan/y--?
dont let me join the rest of the late commers!!
hes lyke #$%!@.
said i wait there and so i waited there.
and hmmmm i was kinda bored so i hid behind the pillar.
hahah- (:
then he turned around and gave me that #$%!@ look.
that 'what are you trying to do please listen to the p. talk'
then later mr kwek came and yanked onnn.
i rembed the part about the 'you all are born losers'.
he REALLY did say that-
and also the 'i am kind to you and you think im weak'
hes lyke pmsing or something? =|
dunnoe larhhhh-
didnt really paid much attention to what he was saying anyways.
hah.

then ponnnned alot of lesssons today!
okay maybe not really alot but two? (:
ponnned gp and maths!
hahaha (:
not intending to pon gp at first thoughh.
but we were lyke 10mins late?
and the mrs chua locked us out.
almost THE whole class!!
so me and jacqq pang sei the class and rann down
knowing we'll kenah her rantlings if we stayed. (:
then minci and mo followed.
hahaha-
then went canteeeen. (:
got bored so we went library sleeeep supposedly.
then got bored outta it so we decided to go for geoggg lesson!
haha osman teachingg so hmmm go-. (:

then later was the mono-tone ms chew's maths lessonnn!
so me and mo pon.
went canteen to talk and stone and rot till 1530?
hahaha we are nice pple mmkay!!
pon still wait for our class pple. (:
and i cant get over the damn fact
that mo actually climbed over pj fence!!
the third highest one that is. o__O
omgg he landed flat on his backk.
and 3 secs later hes up and running to flag raising-
thats what i call BRAVE heh. (:
something i would never do man.
haaa.
guess i rather walk in ta schooool late. ):
walk into school lyke its your daddys school man. (:
but hmmmmmmos.
guess you can only do that in crescent. =|

then trained back to bishan with zq.
tooooo tired from school that i pang sei jacq.
sorry! =\\

tempest heat.

YAYS-
the flu virus spreaddddding. (:
hmmmmmos.
drowsy drowsy. *.*

beeen OUT this whole weeeeeek
even though theres no schoool.
heh heh.
oh yeah, my back is so cool now larhhhs. (:
its so patriotic towards spore man.
red and white.
haaaa-
but im so saddd.
only managed to pool once.
otherwise i can get to be chao daaaa!! (:

ohhhs!!
and did i mention i saw this guyyy in town.
and he was wearing this funkaaee blousseeeee
i had been wanting to get.
its a female blouse!! =|
i was lykeeee o____O!!

and i officially watched finish the whole naruto series.
so far that is-
those in the comp. (:
YAYS- great achievement heh.
beamos- (:

and so many pples going polyyyy. (:
woah-
funkaaee hah. (:

death. the destroyer of life. shatter\'d.

Its time you take the back seat and hang loose.
Let me take over and lead you
to the other side of the meadows
where dreams and wishes do come true.
A portal where talking ducks and dancing cows do exist.

Walk into my world.

ive cried a million tears.
im now torn.

im all alone.
someone set me free.
my life is shattered.

the grass is __________green;

when its time to let go.
let go.
dont force yourself to hold on.
indulging in false hopes.
and paint a beautiful picture of the future..
reassuring yourself about your life ahead.
that everything is gonna be just fine.
gonna be the way it was.
leading yourself on with false fantasies.

no.
it aint gonna turn out to what you want it to be.
you have to have confidence in yourself.
and step out of the cubbyhole.
learn to let go.
dont always put on a mask.
and fake ur false feelings to the other party.
deceiving himher and yourself.
dragging this matter along.
and not letting go.
it will only end up hurting both of ya.

there is no need to take the front seat everytime.
sometimes you have to take the back seat and hang loose.
destress and relax for once.
reflect on your life and your relationships.
family ties.
friendships.
girlfriends.
boyfriends.
and figure out the source of your frustrations and stress.
prioritize and let go.

lifes short.
if you spend most of your life holding on to false memories and hopes.
life has absolutely no meaning for you.
you need to explore new shores.
venture through portals into new dimensions.
try walking to the other side of the meadows.
and feel the great sense of tranquility within.
see the richness of colours.
and experience the wonders of nature.
dont be the frog that has not seen the outside world.

1 sheep, 2 sheep, 3 sheep, 4 sheep, 5 sheep, 6 sheep, 7 sheep, 8 sheep, 9 sheep, 10 sheep..

sounds familiar?
hahaha took all these from my old blogggs!!
funkaaee larhhs. (:
all from diff ones. (:
i didnt know i was this. EXPRESSIVE?
hurhurrrr- o_O
i lyke the one about talking ducks and dancing cowwws!
hahaha its lyke soooo magical!! (:
the cubbyhole part is funny.
duh! ripped from bonesetters.
the tranquility part is LAMEEE!!
hahahaha!!! (:
and the frogggggg too!
ripped from those primary school chinese textbooks.
the one with the story about the frogg always staying in the well.
hurhur.
what FUNNY thoughts i had last time.
hmmmmmos. (:

crush obscura.

sometimes i wonder why i lead my life the way it is now.
why did i start slacking man
from swimming
to runningg.
haiks-
i would have ended up in ac larhhhs.
i think most of the pple i know are in AC now larhhs.
0160 too.
tumdeedum!
=|

heh heh.
and the MOE JAE JIS thing is damn dumb!!
how can they assume everyone HAS high-speed internet connectionn.
woahhhh-
my friend tried logging in from 7 and only manage to register at 4!?
another one from 12-6?
haaaa.
i started at 10 today.
finished at 1030 today.
hehhh!! (:
my choices are darn funny funkaaee larh!
guess what my last choice was? (:
cj arts!!
hahhaha lol! x.^