ive got something to loook forward to-ooooo! (:

hoyeah!
walked to j8.
and the ntuc branch there is highly commendable!
its so mega giga kilowatt huggggge!
it even have a jap and aust section!
rawwwks!
i'll be damn sad moving awayyy.
it'll not be as convenientt.
and the pop is so darnit small.
i cant find that boook.
wait its not a book. ho. (:

and yayyys! ive set my eyes on this whoopin cute towel!
it comes in yelloww applegreen and pinkk i think.
but im getting the yellow and applegreeen oneee.
yayyyys! beams-

ive found my new obsession! ((:

hehhs. winkks- to vall.
and i was this close to giving her that dumb frilly thing.
i feel good.
cos i think i'll be damn malu and paisehh.
cos its lyke. really so darnit dumbbb! ((:
yeaaahs. and i threw it away along with the papclip.
hurrr.

thanks valerieee wong!
thanks for the cake and the cute lion and the cardd!
ho. you bought me the bigger version hehhs. ((:
its lyke we have two cute lions now!! yayyyys!
and the card tooo! its so nice of yaaa thanks! (: ho.

thanks sungin and liping!
ho. ny cheesecake hehhs.
thankewww! hohoho. my fav cheesecake!
haa. and it sure was fun with all of us sharing
and munchin to quickly finish before lim comes inn.. thankks!

haaa and thanks sher mama and huichinggg!
thanks for the toyyyy builders hehhs. ((:
nyaaaah its a cup and sweets and chocs!
the nice nice mint mint choc! ho.
make me fatt only ehhhs huichingg..
and thanks sherr for the mega huggge well wishes!
haaaa. cakedayyy. sure rawwks! (:

thankers all of yaa! love ya all truckloads! ((:
ho. and the funny thing is that you guys are the only ones that i just cant send a msg to!
darn appt service error.
im lyke huhh? okieeee.
ho. but anywayyys its up on my blogg now. (:

schools fine. the chem test was good.
i studied all but naptha.
and the rest was an intuition-lyke kinda thing.
great.

sighh. i dont know whats becoming of me.
i can just sit down and start cryying for i dont know what reasons.
even standing and leaning on the pillarr.
oh greatt.

when the last eagle flies.
over the last crumbling mountain.

im finally done changing my blog layout.
ho. i lyke my previous one though.
shatter\'d. its ablove alright.
but my toilet buddie is the only one
who cannot see my blog!
ho. so honourable.
hurrr.
but at least its seenable now hehhs.

ho.i feel so darn proud of maaself!
i finished doing all the amaths hw
thats been piling up since eons ago.
and i finished copying ss hw in one period!
well okiee. one period and a half.
haa. and i managed to say no for once.
zq sorry though.
yeap yeaaps.
its good to speak your mind.
do it the diplomatic wayy. lol!
and i didnt say it behind her back anywayys. ((:

am bored.
bleaaah.
nobodys online noww.
and im stuck at home.
and shers not here to be my entertainer
for once.
boreedddd.

[edited entry]

dont play mind games with me.

im too drowsy.
falling alseep now.
seems lyke it was a terribly goodo day at school today.
i considered leaving schoool earlier today last night.
but i decided to go for lessons.

ho. takkaire my dear toilet buddie! (:
get plenty of rest.
you need that loads for tmrw hehhhs.
ho. now i know how much my toilet buddie means to mee!
ahaaa. been missing going toilet with her.
and its been less than 24hrs since i last went toilet with her.
ho. going mad.
no wait. im mad already.
ive beeen mad.
haa.
i love my toilet buddie truck loadds! (:

ho. dont know why i ended up walking sally home
to eating noodles at her house.
haaaa. but am glad to.
met two gaysters.
both of us confirmed seeing them holding hands
and they were swinging them too. (:
we were laughing lyke mad.
ho. madness.
and thanks sally! you made my dayyy. (:

damn shagg.
gotta press my skirt.
i dont want to.
am tired to the moon and back.
but i neeed to look my best tmrw! (:
sigh? ho.

ho. im sorrie if i hurt you in any wayy.
maybe i shldnt have walked up to ya.
shldnt have given you too high hopes.
im sorrie that youve been living the dream.
i just.
well i just cant possibly stand there watching you cryy.
or even better walking away lyke i didnt see you at all.
i understand your pain and frustrations.
but those words that i said..
well i dont mean it that way.
it was a plain misunderstanding right from the start.
im sorrrie if you felt that way.
im sorry from the depths of my soul.

i almost set the chem lab of fire.
but thats lyke nothing new. ((:
i loveee conc acid.
and wooden splintts.
and chem practs are so funn.
be a lab attendance
and you'll be able to mix all those
fantabulous funkalistic solutions.
hurrrr.

walking behind and alone is kinda niceee though.
haaa. i dont plan to go the extra mile anywayy.
maybe i was born to be a loner hehhhs.
but it still rawwwks! ((:

failure arhhhhhs.
shers cousin run lyke super fast.
C-Boys 800 Metres
Rodrigo Eugene Cyril 419 SSS 02:37.12 QFY
that timings lyke damn goooood.
considering the fact that hes only primary 5!
damnnnn goooodo.
if only hes a girl.
waaaah. can come crescent.

anywayyyys.
tmrws the swim nat finals.
good luck people!
chionggg arhhs.
haa. ((:
damn sad laarhs.
all the nice worth-watching events all in the morningg.
hurr.
dont ask me why but i start missing trainingg.
those training dayyys.
so tiring yet so funnn.
esp with people you wanna train with.
haha. and those were the people who never take part in nats!
some after primary school dunnoe what happened to them.
some suddenly after one comp dunnoe what happened to them also.
yup yeaaaps.
and i wanna know what happened to the one i scratched.
hurr hurrrr. ((:

visited rjcat.
waaaaaaah.
the track team is totally best what.
c girls more than b le.
saw swimming.
waaaaah.
heats ending tmrw.
missed so many people!
arghhh.
wanna go watch tmrwww.
in the morninggg.
but i have lessons.
rightt.
i wanna see keshia beng!
bonnie wongg!
haa. missed these people to the moon and back.
tumdeedum.
the funny thing is that so many unknown people
are lyke waaaah.
super fast.
lyke second and third
or better first.
haha.
waaaaah.
damn sad.
if i just go join nats.
sure qualify. haha.
that is. last position.
hehhhhs.
but yaarhs.
its back to studies. ((:

i dont understand why.
those unspoken words
just struck me.
its lyke pushing me off the cliff.
back to the pit where i struggled climbing up from.
that is with the use of your rope.
but this time its much deeper and darker.
im unable to see the ground beneath.
and you left me with no survival kit.
you left me countless days and nights stranded there.
countless nights just sitting at the corner of my room
breaking down.
days ive walked around with tears bobbing.
no corner that i can go to.
only a wall i can lean on
and admire the scenery.
light rayyys. trees. waterfall.
all these keep my thoughts away from you.
but its only temporary.
when i go away
you surface again within the depths of my soul.
i dont know why i cry.
its lyke a million tears i cried for you.


i wanna know where you belong.
i wanna know why i sing this song.
i try to show how much I feel.
is that a dream or is it real.
i never look where you belong.
until i'm gonna sing my song.
is it a lie or is it true.
so many tears ive cried for you.

a million tears for you.

a million tears that i have cried.
i wish you where right by my side.

i try to show how much i care.
believe in me i will be there.
i never knew where you belong,
whenever you just hear my song.
is it a lie or is it true.
so many tears ive cried for you.

a million tears.

mwaha.
my new stationary storager!
not that i wanna change though.
but it rawwks hehhs!
unice its yell-w! ((:
hurrr.

changed layout.
no longer as depressing ehhhs.
and the booner wooner part.
thanks alot ziqing!
what a nice nick youve got for me.
it was mucho longer
but i had to shorten it.
haaa. ((:
but thanks anywayyy.
luurve ya truckloads!

0908 is national day.
its a day where we look forward to.
but yet this year is becoming a dread.
yes a dread.
chi 'o's results will be out.
and ive a bad feeling about this.
hmmmmmmmm =|

the simplest sciphy practical test.
density.
and i failed it.
maybe i should change my mindset.
sciphy is not that easy.
it'll not be a guaranteed a1.
it requires hard work and passion.
and i need to work towards it.
i must make good the use of subbing my chem phy.
hurr. ((:

i take a few steps back
and i look at myself.
i am born to this world
with such an almost perfect body.
no dysfunctional organs.
no webbed hands.
no inability to hear the soft whispers of wind
see the richness of colours
feel the warmth of love.
taste the delicacies and enjoy cruisines.
everything.
yet why do they live life better than me.
i see their laughter.
their happiness.
if you walk in crying.
youll be walking out smiling
and filled with gratitude
of how lucky and fortunate we really are.
yeap yeappps.

i so lyke my bg teeeee! ((:
haaaha.
can add to one of my obsessions hehhhs val!

sometimes i wonder if im too frank a person.
maybe i should start lying. ((:

changed songg.
everytime. =]
shers fav songg!

orals good i guess?
hmmmmmm.
at least its better than what i expected. ((:
haas. and thanks becca!
love ya truck loadds! ((:

im so damn sadd.
now theres another self-proclaimed boonie around.
bwaaaah.
but wait.
maybe its a good thing after all hehhhs.
hahas. yeaaahs.
'boonie' word rawwks! ((:

bwaaaah.
i officially hate pasar malams!
theres this competition
of whose alarm clocks ring the loudest.
bwaaaah.
im staying on the second floooooor
for crying out loud!
switch offf the alarmmm!
its wasting your batteries.
wasting your money buying batteries.
wasting your money draining 'em away.
wasting your time setting the alarm to ring right awayy.
wasting your time arguing whose clock is better
when you can spend that time sweet-talking people to buy your clocks.
your just wasting your oh so precious resources
just for the sake of setting it to alarm mode
and impress every stall holders.
every passers-by.
that your clock is the best. .-
besides youve no consideration for residents.
have you ever considered
that youre causing distration and frustration
by irritating residents with the countless number of rings.
sounds that we are so used to.
sounds that wake us up from our beauty sleeeep.
bwaaaah.
mind you. your creating a damn heavyy atmosphere! ((:
everyones so stressed up and vexed
thanks to those alarm clocks of yours.
bwaaaah.
am i suppose to say thankks..?
a symbol of appreciation..?
a sign of gratitude..?
to allow me to vent my frustrations..
for the unfavourable days and events
that have taken place in the week..
those anger and rainy dayyys..
thats been contained within me..
sigh.
okieee.
so there.
thankks clock-sellers!
just plain thanks truck loadds! ((:
now hows thatt?

hmmmmm.
i think blogs are so abused!
that is. in a sense. ((:
there are people who can just go on and on
bitching about others
and not say their name.
worse still.
"imaginary best friends"
and woaaaahhs.
girlfriends boyfriends.
toadtally.
lyke wthh.
okieeee.
so you got it rightt.
it came from my bros pool of thoughts.
but yaaarhs! i have to admit i do agree with him!! ((:

added groovecoverage to my dung! =]
"trunk of best things"
lol. ((:
hmmmmmmmm.
didnt know my twin lyke groovecoverage too.
ho.
i think they rawwwk!
hehhhhhs.
esp poison!
am so obsessed over the song noww.
a pity i cant find the songgg to put on my blogg.
damn!
its too niceee.
and val only saw the lyrics.
hurrr.
okieee. so its part of the lyrics. ((:
anywayyys. people lyke joanne wei just dont seem to know how to queue.
bleaahs.
and this melissa woo or something?
this sec3 girl laarhs.
if you want to play go to the playground and playyy.
woww. totally playing on the bus and amusing herself.
bleaaaaaahs.
i seriously dont give a damn about what they think..
thats me.
yaarhs so im the mad.
but least its better than the weirdos.
[add-ons!]
ehhhhhs. i honestly dont know why
im blogging all these.
when i should probably be practising oral
and cleaning my ear.
hurrrr.
i thought i decided not to give a damn about 'em.
yaaarhs. so there.
*does the sher tralala dance+ ((:

half way up to heaven with a foot stuck in reality.
ho. taken from vals blog!
i think im living the dream.

if 21960160 can go ac.
i can too! ((:
hmmmmmmos.
its time to wake my dreams
needa face the music
and work hard noww.