feeling damn latagic now.... =| woke up at 5.30. throat felt damn dry.. and damn cold though my temp aircon was 24掳C. the blanket seemed so thin! adjusted to 25掳C. was still shivering. kept waking up to drink water. soon no more water... so went to slp. officially woke up at 8. didnt felt as cold no more. my mum and dad were still at home. so i told them i wasnt feeling very well. totally cant clench my fist. took my temp using the ear thermometer. was damn *jiat lak*. 38.5掳C. okiee. so they gave me money to see doc at clementi, including taxi fare. so nice! o=) went on for a while. and no one was online. quite understandable... the chair and the com table felt so cold again. apparently my usage of words is very limited. =P took temp again and was lyke 38.6掳C before leaving home around lyke 0845. walked to bus stop go take taxi. the wind was so chilly and the aircon sux! alighted at clementi... 10 bucks. went to queue... no. was 18 and the no. on the board was 5! so went to market and eat kaya toast bread. apparently the sickening vendor doesnt wanna sell to me... coz i didnt have a table and couldnt take away. so i told her i will find a seat... and she kept insisting wont sell... okiee fine! so i went back to clinic. no. was at 10. it was cold inside the clinic so i waited outside. the steps are all filled with rainwater i went all the way to macs to seat. when i went back after a while. no. was only 13! how slow... so i decided to wait outside. then i felt my stomach and back hurting. so leaned against a wall. finally went in.. *bui tah han*! back abit the *suan* liao... so cold again can! so i sat cross-legged... then everyone was lyke staring at me. bleaah~ okiee. so went in. doc said that my headache and drowsiness was due to the fever... stomach pain due to the air in my intestines! o.o temp was 38.0掳C paid for the stuffx and all... then went to the coffeeshop beside the bus interchange to take away the chee cheong fan... nice! but cant eat! =| took a cab back and first thing i did was sleep. damn tired tired! i dreamt of some large boxes.. you gotta turn them and wad to make them disappear. wad crap! woke up later at around 1430... then went to take temp. bwaah! 39.8掳C! tian aarh... maybe cox i didnt take medicine yet... newae, eating lunch now and my grandma scooped for me lyke.... everlasting beehoon. so i went to eat very slowly... then when she left, i was too full so came on and blogged. yeaah. life sux! =|

Your love for me came as a waterfall
Flowing inside me like never before
Your love for me something I didn't see
But baby I know better now
When you walked in the room that very night
A special feeling just burst inside
It was only you nobody else
But baby I know better now

Don't wanna love you if you don't love me
Don't wanna need you when you won't need me too
Don't wanna tell you this now
But it wouldn't be right if I
Didn't tell you this tonight

And now youre back inside my house again
Im trying deeply to explain
Coz baby I wanna get it all
Coz baby youre the one for me
And now that I have got you all alone
After all this talking on the phone
I should be strong
Theres nothing wrong
I'll tell you this is where you belong

It was just something in your eyes
That made me realise
Now I hear voices deep inside
Telling me, telling me its you and I.

yeaah. just that i will lurve ya even if ya dun. *nods head* =]

i onli realise now of ur identity... oh gosh! abit the early onli... haikx. why didnt u tell me.... made me look like a fool. a toot. wadeva~ horrible! i so hate you! x.x pffft.

okiee.... track totalli rawkx! -.-

so shuang! only had amaths and lit lesson.... slp and lax the whole day! was looking for xh after sch.. but she went home so damn fast! haaa, so ate with elaine and tricia. then went home with them. haikx. horrible le! both of them dun talk one... then lyke as if ur walking home alone, eating alone, doing ne stuffx alone... haikx~ =P newae, came home went on for awhile. then went to slp. yeaah, gonna makan soon. then watch tv. bleaah~ just feel lyke rotting at home. =]

i dont wanna see u again. just disappear from my life and leave me alone. =|

uhm... haha, feeling damn farnie now can!! aha.... just talked with mr. enemy... wahaha! hes one lame pig! =] bleaah~ okiee. wadeva. pple playing mj at my house now... 3rd round le! they shuang.. marathon. newae, feeling damn lousy... cant convince my dear fren to stop! okieee, sounds abit wad to end at stop... but promised her not to spread around... though i onli told mr. enemy about it. heee o=)

played with dig cam. took loads of stuffx. =D watched some ratz show. did amaths. though its unfinished. holiday mood now. still in slack mode to train.. haha! yaarh, then just feel lyke ponning the whole 1 wk lorhx. wahaha! scheming of me ehh...

okiee. time to cut the crap. gotten 20 bucks! x.^ but still in debt! oh great! gotta eat less. buy less stuffx. stop eating fastfood. eat instant noodles. hooo yeah! =] lets hope this plan of mine works out. lame but yeah. ooh and twin! haikx. she so poor thing lorhx! she on for lyke... 10hrs liao! and all the while shes doin her lit assignment. bleaah. wad to do.. dorai...? haikx. twin, if cannot ta-han then just go slp yaarh! uhm. 'Health is Wealth'? bwaha. o.o

shucksx. haha, lost 16 bucks... =D indebted to june... 21 bucks.... x.x time to save up now! bwhha... talked to sally on the phone.. gonna go track tmrw... bleaah. tired. sweaty. stinky. wanna bathe again. so late. nyaah, bathe tmrw... =| bleaah~ yeaah!

hehx. finished dinner... black pepper beef... cord fish... with hot sizzling rice.. =D yumx! wad kind of a good dinner it was... bleaah. the piyo doing exercise so cute can! aha... lyke the great spore workout.. bwahaa. x.^ newae, gotta go play mahjong now... =D wish me luck! nyaaah, its the skill. x.^

haikx. called brudda but not at home. summore also din bring his hp along. darn... where did he go when i needed him? so wanna talk to him... tell him bout it. sigh. realli wanna cry out loud... confide with someone. =| but aiyah, brudda! ur the onli person who will understand this whole thing. haikx. =(

went school. pon mass run. so comical... we all hide in the toilet... sally acted lyke she kenah constipation. cleaner saw us.. then we *ssssh* at him.. aha! then had long recess... ate pp rice today! =D 2 plates... one recess, one lunch. =D then helped jos do her theory... waaah, grade 5 le! went to train, totally slack lorhx... ran canal. then slack at fitness corner. then felt quite malu! yeaah, later went mos with jane and sally. everyone did wierd stuffx... sally with the mayonnaise. jane with her hand. me with the straw. x.^ later took a lift home from sally's wonderful dad.

saw u 16 times today! x.^ and i wonder why im so lame to go count. bleaah~ too bored. =|

went ntuc. bought stuffx... was reminded of fruit day tmrw.. how lame can the sch get... =| sweating lyke s-h-i-t now... bleaah and hands totalling aching. =] newae, haaa. glad to back online.

heyy... and ur still online! tts so... *thumbs up*! =D

"A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you."

school was so sian... nothing to do.. went s3. wrote a long and big note for xh... haha, i wanted to write longer. but kwan came in liaoxx.... newae, i found out my position! ahaa... class position 29/34... improved by 3. =D lvl position 172... used to be 184... bwahha, got improve! and.. guess wad else i saw... no f9!! tt means my phy plus ca and midyear.. pull up to e8 =D happy happy for joy! newae, still must see cher. L1R5 still over 20... 25! but improved from midyear... by 3pts! and come to think of.. its not really ne big deal. pple prelims can improve lyke over 19pts! tts totally... marvellous!

gave becca the dog bone! she kinda liked it.. haha, coz she got pillow to slp! no fair! in audit totally rotting... viewing the blurred film... damn slpy. but feel quite sorry for them larhx... honestly. o=) after tt rushed down with sally and june to tangs after sch... bought jane the dress and belt... then went swens to meet up with pek and jane. she tried the dress... okiee larhx... look quite chio! =P but might look better with heels... =P yeaah, and she named the dog 'hailin' i think.. ahaha~ then saw xh, eef and fengyi... went to call them in.. haha, to take free lucky dip. lucky xh! she gotten the 'Star of the Week' coupon... 5.5 bucks for a chicken baked rice... i kenah soup of e day for 55cents... newae, so farnie! when they made their grand entrance into swens... they were actually rushing off... then went to dipped and sat down... so sweet! helped us yet they sat down and onli ordered the two drinks tt were in the voucher... ahaha, everyone died-ed laughing... then after tt june and pek went off. we went to some firefighter exhibit outside taka... then so farnie again... went around getting freebies! =D haha, and one of them asked us if we noe wheres jurong island... haha, and duh-uh! i said at jurong... which is uhm... a world of difference.... btwn jurong and jurong pier... i think. yeaah, on the way to mrt kept laffing lyke nobodys business. took mrt.. kept laffing too. the lady bside me was so pissed.. she went over to e other carriage... =D

quite sian now... no maid. gotta iron my own stuffx.. do almost everything on my own... haikx. =| newae, haha... can learn to be independent. o=D hmmm... ka-di-ahmad must be busy now... preparing for deepavali. =D ooh, and signed the contract today. the serious contract... x.P bleaah~ thankx sir.. for being so farnie! x.^

"I don't remember saying that. I think i was drunk." -- Alanis Morissette

tired tired. had a long day just now... x.x;; in sch kept walking around. keep going in g1, haha... play the 'no. game' with jos, becca, pek, june... yeaapx, so farnie when everyone did the forfeits... actually only june and pek. =D haha, had a lonng recess but pek doesnt wanna eat... dun wanna get caught. so no choice... hungry but cant eat. for pek's sake... and not to tempt her. =] newae, after that we went for training. sir quite 'wad' larhx... asked pek do a contract-like thingy... to have it black and white.. those days tt we train as a grp. yeaah, he not very happy that we train on our own.. not as a team. haiyoh, but abit the... early. bleaah~ training was lyke... sorta a breeze. haha, totally cut it. did onli half or one-third of the workouts... =| train until around 4 then went town. went cine... sally tried the dress for jane's bday, not very nice. bought becca's prezzie... a cute soft toy dwoggie bone! cute larhx... but i think eefs apple cuter... ahaha. yeaah, pek also bought a deflated-like dog for jane... damn cute. she said she wanted to have one herself.. and i told her i was thinking abt getting that for her bday... =P ooh! and its 16 bucks now pek... newae, later went tangs... sally tried another one.. not bad. unique in a way. =] needed to find a belt to match the dress... so went to og at som.set. but in the end.. didnt buy ne.. everyone totally broke. so have ta get it tmrw... so rush. yeaaah, but well worth it... for a good friend like jane. o=)

yeaah, and heard lyke almost alotta pple fell sick... hathair! rest well and quickly get well... =) haha, many pple in sch worried for ya... and ur clique so sweet. wrote a 'get well soon' card for ya... =]

u were there at the same old place and ur smile warmed my heart with joy.

Life goes on....

damn pissed now... waah lau... the maid... sigh. was waiting outside the house since 6... till around 7 i guess. newae, my mum called the maid agency to request to send back the maid... yeaah, and the agent came to our house in the morn i think... yeaah. and guess wad... she totally planned it out... well planned to be more specific. ya noe her bankbook.... she closed it on 220903... hello! its almost lyke a month ago!! yeaah, and withdrawed all the money... obviously she was already planning to go back home... some more yesterday she off day... ask my mum for early advance pay for october... and bought quite lots of stuffs... but non of my business. newae, the agent questioned her regarding her closure of her bank acct.. and she just looked down... so innocently... as usual of her... bleaah~ and guess wad she said...? she said she needed to send the money back home. yeaah, and then the agent asked her about her handphone.... and she looked down... nothing to say. the agent also scolded her... tt actually suppose to tell employee tt she gonna buy hp... waaah, good! i salute the agent manx! some more agent asked her if she was remorseful for wad she did... she didnt even say nethin lorhx! so obviously.... yeaah. then asked my mum if wanna give her a chance... but hello lorhx... she not at all sorry... so my mum told the agent.... tt she not at all remorseful... not guilty... dun feel bad at all... then also alot of other questions larhx... same answers and reaction practically.. so... haha, off she go... =] and to think that i felt quite bad for her! when i knew that she kenah sent back home... until my mum explained to me about the whole matter.... sigh. nvm, dun make one person... nono, one stranger... make ur life so miserable.... yeaapx! x.^

newae, today got back all the papers. well, cant say if i improved or deproved... bwahha! i feel so... inhuman! lyke, totally no feeling lorhx... supposed to be tearing.... but... haha, but set a promise with my twin... must smile throughout the whole receiving-papers-session. ahaha... yeaah, kept to the promise. feel like giving twin a hug! =] yeaah, everyone was tearing throughout... went over to console them.... felt like tearing too! =| after everything was over... went out with wj, st, jes, twin to eat sakae sushi buffet at heereen. saw some sec2s around... and also saw jo and frens.. haha, ate quite full... then kept lauffing and lauffing... kekeke.

ooh, and becca! get well soon yaarh! tk care and try my method. heeee~ =D

was waiting to see u today... but kenah banged! somehow, somewhere... just couldnt meet.

ate lontong and mee-rebus in the morning.. supposedly as brunch... and also *orh-bee-bei*. nice... =] but all the coconut... now stomach upset. bleaah~ in the noon was lyke a maid...? cleaned the fridge, cooked, washed the dishes and scrub the pots... darn grease wunt come out... =| yeaah, and after that took down the laundry... -tired tired- now i understand life of a housewife is not easy... kekeke. yeaah, parents wanna go j8 makan at sakae sushi... but im too, shagged to go.. haha, so blogging now... well, tmrws gonna be a damn jiak lak day... =| gonna get back all the papers... stay back till 4... nice planning sch... *sheepish smile* ooh! and watched 'The Hulk' in the morn... haha, but didnt quite understand the storyline... all the flashbacks and stuffx... yeaah, so watched for lyke 25mins then stopped... =D newae, haix... i dunnoe where to find space to link pple.

without u life feels so miserable . =|

"When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world. "

verri inspirational.. motivational... and encouraging! bwahha... seriously... its true laah... somehow or rather... yeaapx! just ate pizza and chicken drumlet... =P *yum!* bro and his frens watching soccer now... getting lotsa goosebumps... hair standing up wheneverr they screams... aha, u noe how guys scream.... damn frightening.... x.x!

errmmm... finally, yeah? gotten my blog working now... bleah. ooh, and the tagboard... gotta sign up with one of the dunnoe wad... and there are just so many pop uPS! so... forget it. no tagboard. =] newae, feeling lyke a bad guy now... oh damn why did i click appear offline, when i meant to change my nick... argh~ so sorry eef... u had such a high score... 200k+! =| yeaapx, maybe you have to play again after all... bwahaha, wont be ya last game. =D today totally rotted at home... watched finding nemo in jumping scenes... interuppted coz my mum wanna watch the cheena vcds... yeaah. i think the show is quite okay lah.. dunnoe why many pple lyke it so much-o... i like gill... =P the scars on him... so chio! x.^